Everything CAN fall apart, just like he says.
But, everything CAN be rebuilt.

Just like Jonathan says: Everything you do is a choice. There is always more than one choice.


My mom went to the hospital yesterday morning. She was in a lot of pain, so she overdosed on some medicine stuff, and my dad found her unconcious. But, she will be alright.

My boyfriend and I...we've been going through something hard over the past few days. He wanted to break up with me, but he felt like he had no other choice but to stay with me because he 'loves me so much'. He had more than one choice. But, apparently he didn't know that. And...I guess I'm glad he didn't know. But, he got after me for not knowing about free will, but Jonathan said that if he feels like he has no other choice but to stay with me, than he too is having a free will problem. I guess it's true. But I guess I'm glad about it. That just gives me more time since I know that he won't give up. I know that I won't either. So...I know things will get better. I'm making the choice to be okay. To be fine. I know that I am not in control. So, why shouldn't I be okay? The only thing I am in control of is how I feel. How I am. And that's all I need to be in control of.

Anyway, I'm leaving in like...5 freaking days. Thailand.
Heck yes.
I'm excited.


Anyway, I'm done. And yes, I am okay.

Toodles.